With all the good things that are happening lately in my life, there’s still a thick feeling of distress. This feeling, unsurprisingly, has to do with money and work.
I still don’t work a full time job. This may seem odd or crazy in times like these to work a part time job, but this was actually a professional decision. I studied for 3 years for quite a unique degree (Instructional Design) and I really wanted to work in this field and gain as much working experience as I possibly could.
Now, after a year of working and gaining some experience, and while a big protest against the cost of living in my country is still ongoing, I think I made a mistake. Maybe I should have given up on my profession and find a proper full time job? Maybe I should have stayed in my last job, where I earned a very nice salary but was miserable?
I know it’s not the time to look back (in anger) at the past, but rather look further to the future. I really try to do it, but let me tell you – this is hard.
I wish we were more like animals. Yes, they have to worry about food and their lives all the time, but at least they are free.
We, as human beings, are not free.